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Will this be the end? Monday, September 12, 2011 / 1:36 PM
Been having difficulties sleeping last night. My mind keep thinking of Lil Rascal. I just have a bad feeling. & so, i recite some doa that meant for difficulties in sleeping.
DOA AGAR MUDAH TIDUR
اللَّهُمَّ غَارَتِ النُّجُومُ ، وَهَدَأَتِ الْعُيُونُ ، وَأَنْتَ حَيٌّ قَيُّومٌ
يَا حَيُّ ، يَا قَيُّومُ ، أَنِمْ عَيْنَيَّ وَأَهْدِئْ لَيْلِي
Maksudnya : Ya Allah , telah malap bintang-bintang , dan telah tenang mata-mata manusia , dan Engkau maha berkuasa , Wahai yang Maha Berkuasa , lelapkanlah mataku dan tenangkanlah malamku ini .
Woke up this morning to a bad news given by Fiance. He told me ayie has gone back to his real father (who nvr took care of him since baby!!) No wander i feel uneasy last night. I could not think of anything but just the moments his with us. :'( No matter how naughty & playful he is, he still do stuff that we told him to do. Like make up his bed aftr waking up,clean up the mess he made aftr playing. I love him so much just like my own child. & i'm tearing up right now just by typing this post. *Sigh The last day he's with us, he even called me & Fiance,mama & papa.. :'(
I wonder if this is the ending. I wonder if he's ever coming back again. :'( I wonder if i can ever see him again.
How heartbreaking i can be just by having "adik angkat" just like my own son!
